Wilhelmine

I woke up this morning, stormy night, rainy day, my heart is craving for something, that is ten millions miles away and all I hear is silence... This pain is gonna break my bones, in my mind, the voice is still here: "Do not believe, do not tell, no one of your loved ones is real", and all I feel is silence... I have no friends - just ghosts, astral beings, distant and unseen faces, the friends I loved, trusted them the most, they cant see me through their dark glasses, and all I know is silence... My grievous secrets are untold, Im wretched, so I hide them inside of me, my head hurts and my hands are cold, Im crying for hours and no one h